Tuesday, November 17, 2015

The World Needs Luke Skywalker


It has been 30 years since we last saw the green Jedi light-saber being twirled around by one Luke Skywalker. Our last glimpse of him puts him next to his comrades celebrating the fall of the Empire. Sure, we all experienced the entire prequel trilogy, and while Anakin showed glimpses of heroism, we still hearkened back to the days of old; the boy from Tattooine.

What is it about Luke Skywalker? He has become a mythological character, our Achilles or Odysseus. The last 15 years have resulted in a surge of heroic characters and trilogies. Take your pick of Spider Man, Superman, Avengers, Iron Man, Captain America, X-Men and so on. They’ve all come and gone, yet, the void remains. In those same 15 years, we’ve experienced terror across the globe in many forms, some more sinister than others, all leaving their mark.

To explore that void, we must go back to our childhood, that supernova of pop culture that was the 80’s. I was too young to remember Episodes 4 and 5, but 1985’s Return of the Jedi left an indelible mark in my psyche. Luke was the representation of hope, goodness, redemption, heroism. He was Odysseus and Achilles and maybe even Superman.

That’s the thing about Luke. He was an amalgamation of all of these virtues. TV made Star Wars characters into household names. Vader and Skywalker and Solo and Leia; these were intermingled with Magic and Kareem and Bird and Ripken. Who didn’t want to be Luke Skywalker, mechanical hand and all? We all did, though we always had a few dark side seekers, lovers of all things Vader.

We need our heroes now more than ever. The dark side has spread its doctrine to every corner of the globe. The world needs hope, it needs its mythological representation of hope to return.

It is perhaps apropos, that we will see one Luke Skywalker return come December 18th. Perhaps he’ll sport a beard or a goatee. Perhaps he will no longer be young. Yet all that know him will see him as just Luke. The eyes of childhood will look upon their hero and rejoice once again.

The world needs Luke. The world needs light. May the Force be with us once again.  

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Stations

I have these recurrent dreams where I am chasing drug dealers on foot. At times I have a gun in my hand. Other times, I simply chase. My brain is saturated with episodes of an HBO series known as "The Wire". I cannot stop watching. I go to bed at crazy hours of the night because I simply cannot look away.

In between episodes of the aforementioned show, I've been caring for my father at his home. Things did not work out as previously planned during my stay here in Florida, with my mother landing in the hospital due to severely elevated blood pressure. Nonetheless, these past two weeks in Florida have been a godsend. I've spent time with my parents, my brother and nephews, milking as much time as possible from those encounters.

You see, the element of time is an unforgiving bastard. It steals moments from you when least expected. It speeds up when you least want it to. It drives the engine of despair to a grinding halt at times rendering you obsolete to anything but pain.

My dear father has improved his condition since the stroke, but we are far from declaring victory. His speech is still sluggish, his left arm and leg remain impaired. His mind muddled at times, unsure of the day of the week or the calendar date. Yet, his memories remain a spectacle to cherish.

During my Mother's stints at the hospital this week, Dad and I have shared coffee together. I've cooked for him, I've bathed him, I've tucked him in, I've cared for him. And in that sliver of time, that precious window, we have shared memories; of his childhood, his life being brought up in a small wooded house, surrounded by coffee, cows, fruits and all manners of trees. He talks about his legendary pub crawls in Puerto Rico with old friends and long gone family members.

With each sip of coffee, more conversations arise, around music, about long-lost muses, politics, tranquil waters and the art of making chicken soup. I cherish each sip. I watch him intently, this tower of a man who has built his life upon hard work, sacrifice and a relentless drive to better his condition for the sake of his own.

His eyes are dim at times, darting around as if trying to wake up from a bad dream. I weep inside. He praises my sandwiches and frequently mentions restaurants he wants me to visit during my stay. Of course, he wants to tag along.

It's hard to understand unless you have lived your life beside his; unless you have admired him up close and personal. It's heartbreaking. At other times, it angers me, to see him in his state. Yet, he remains ever wise, and ever quick to quip about me forgetting to dry his back or failing to get him a beer.

I haven't written in quite some time. Yet this week, my mind was filled with things I needed to jot down. Observations.

I sit close by his side, and we talk like father and son. I look towards the sky and nod appreciatively. I understand my station.